Down down so down
18 Jun 2008 Leave a Comment
“I had an adrenaline rush, its very common, you can google it!” (Edward in Twilight played by Robert Pattinson)
I seriously am in such a down bumming mood right now. And I should be all sorts of happy. Our wedding is 100 days away, I’m going to Jax next weekend to see my Sis who I miss like crazy, the shop is busy, I’m getting tons of writing done on my book, and theres a ton of new Twilight stuff everywhere. Yet I’m in the most depressing mood ever. I think there is just to many things going on, to much to get done and not enough time. I’m already nervous about getting the house ready for Scott’s parents visit and hella nervous about my shower in July. I know I need to just get it together and stop letting stuff bother me, but lately I just feel so on edge. I think getting away to Jax will be a very good thing!!!
I have so much paperwork to do at work right now but its overwhelming me. I keep staring at my Twilight book. I just want to lose myself in it all day. Or write a bit more in my book. I cant seem to concentrate on work things right now anyways. I might as well take a break and distract myself for a bit.
05 Jun 2008 Leave a Comment
in Scotty
mmm how cute is my future hubby! 
Im having one of those love smitten days!
"So what your saying is, I’m your brand of Herion"
25 Apr 2008 Leave a Comment
I haven’t seen Scott in a few nights. He had drill Wednesday and I went out with my friend Gab on tuesday so last night we took the bikes to dinner at Harbor house last night. Mmmm they have the best fries every! Then rode the bikes around a bit, stopped to see our friends Ken and Bri, and went home to watch a dvred CSI Miami. I never want to go home when we are out on the bikes. I just wanna ride till the wee hours in the morn. But by 10:30, it got a bit cold out last night. Im bummed that its suppose to rain this weekend, grrrrr.
At Ken and Bri’s house, Ken and Scott were playing with some new toys Ken got while Bri and I talked about the wedding. I was describing to her how its going to be decorated, the favors, my dress, the girls dresses, table setting ideas, and our menu and it got me all giddy and excited. I kept looking over at Scott while he and Ken were in the garage and I couldn’t help but smile a huge grin. Im so happy to be marrying him, i totally caught myself giggling a little hahahah. Im a tool. Ive been so preoccupied with work being busy and bike season starting that Ive almost forgotten the most important event coming up this year, Yay were getting married!!!!!! Its only five months away to , which is kind of scary, and I know its going to fly by, Yikesabee!
But last night, we laid in bed, just talking and I couldnt be happier. Its just such a nice feeling knowing im marrying the love of my life in 5 short months!!!
Were engaged!!!
27 Nov 2007 1 Comment
in engagement, Scotty, Weddings
So last night, the love of my life popped the question. Its so surreal today, I keep sitting here, looking down at my amazing sparkly ring and just cant believe this is all for real.
We went to the mall Sunday and he said he wanted to see the ring i was most in love with “ya know for future reference”. So we went into littman jewelers and he seemed to really like the ring alot. The sales woman talked to him for a while and they kind of told me to go look around for a bit while they talked. So the other guy working there told me to come over to his side of the store so he could clean my earrings and my necklace for me. The sales girl told Scott it was great to meet us and for him to come in and see her if he ever needs anything. We left shortly after and went home and the only thing Scott said about it was “well now i have an idea of what you like”. I kind of was thinking, wow it would be totally awesome if he bought it then, but I didn’t want to get my hopes up.
So last night I got home from work and made us some dinner. He seemed extra cute and smoochy, which of course I didn’t mind! Around 8 or so he had a fire call (hes a volunteer firefighter), and while he was gone, I snuggled up on the sofa and watched some of my dvred shows. I guess he was gone a while but I didn’t really notice, as lame as this sounds I was to busy watching Americas next top model reruns hahaha. He got home, asked me what i would like to do so we decided to watch the matrix, my fave movie of all time. About a half hour into the movie, he said he would be right back and went up stairs for a minute and I went upstairs to the other bedroom (i use this room as my closet) and threw my pjs on. When I came down stairs he was kind of pacing around. I said “is everything ok?” he said yes and then said ” So I know we went to look at your ring the other day……” “So….. (he gets down on one knee and…) will you marry me?” I said “are you kidding me??” he said no im not kidding silly, and put my ring on my finger. I of course started to tear up and I blurted out “but you didn’t ask my dad?” He said ” yes I did, I went over to your parents house after the fire call to ask him if I could marry his daughter, that’s why was I gone so long”! I of course screamed “yes yes I will marry you!!!!”.
So He bought the ring WHILE i was in the store Sunday and I totally didn’t even notice. He was rather sneaky. He had the ring in his pocket all night last night and I again didn’t notice which is funny because we were all snuggled up on the sofa together. He was going to wait until before Christmas but he couldn’t, and I’m thankful for that! He said he wanted to propose sunday but he needed to ask my dad and there were no opportunities to sneak out of the house sunday night and ask him! So he said the fire call monday night was the perfect excuse!
It all feels so weird. I’m so ridiculously happy right now! I can’t stop smiling. I can’t stop feeling all giddy and giggling to myself here and there!!! Ive wanted to marry him the moment we started dating! I cant wait to spend the rest of my life with him! I’m hoping this high, this happiness I feel right now ,will never wear off!!!!
New schedules rock!!!
19 Nov 2007 1 Comment
in Scotty
Scott started his new job at the new office on thursday. Its so great to have him home everynight. I love it. It was so weird the first night. I was so excited yet weirded out thinking, wow, this is going to be like this every night, how awesome! To actually have the same schedules for once in the 4 years weve been together. To be able to make dinner together everynight, and actually go to bed together everynight, Its incredible!! I just hope he wont get sick of me. Thats my biggest fear. That maybe he only was happy when we only saw each other once and a while hahaha. gosh i hope not. Cause I really love being home everynight with him.
On another note, i cant believe theres only 37 days until Christmas. God where did this year go to, Its almost 2008. Thats just amazing to me. Im looking forward to the holidays. But I am hoping for a better year next year,This year has been very draining. Alot going on, alot to deal with. But im hopeful that perhaps….. (heres hoping) that this year will end on a VERY good note. 
Thats my x-mas wish!
17 Jul 2006 Leave a Comment
in Scotty
My hot man. How cute is he. I mean seriously could
he be any cuter!!! lol Even though he didnt get to go
to the party in Canada, it was so great to be able to
spend time with him this weekend!
Scotty in the 4th of July parade!
05 Jul 2006 Leave a Comment
Could he be any cuter, I mean really!
(click the pic to make it bigger if you would like!)
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